Alan Wilder is the musician in Depeche Mode. Ironically, that counted against him when he joined, as the others still wanted to prove they could get along without Vince Clarke. In the last of our interviews, Alan talks about his struggle to fit into the Mode, and the way the group balance pop stardom with anonymity.
"Unlike the others who are from Basildon or Bas as they call it Im from Acton, West London and was brought up in a fairly normal middle class environment.
I went to St Clement Danes Grammar in Hammersmith, a good school but I wasnt interested in being a student. I got three O-levels in arty subjects.
I liked music and languages and I was forced to have piano lessons and do grades. That has been useful because I suppose you could say Im the musician in the band even though musical training isnt the most important thing to Depeche Mode. Its just and added advantage.
Ive got two elder brothers who are both classicaly trained. One is and accompanist who works with singers; hes excellent. The other is teaching in Finland.
I left school during the sixth form and went on the dole until my parents pushed me into writing off to recording studios, the only thing Id expressed any interest in.
After being turned down 40 times I got a job at DJM studios in New Oxford Street. I was a tea boy really, an over-worked gofer, but I did meet the rubettes once. Wow!
The only good thing about DJM was that when band finished studio sessions theyd often leave their instruments behind so I could muck about on a keyboard or bash some drums.
It was an ambition to be a musician but not one I thought would come true until a band called The Dragons came in. We became friendly, I ended up joining them and moved to Bristol.
That was a pre-punk, soft rock group, nothing special, but I did gigs and we made a single. I cant even remember what it was called.
After two years in Bristol, life got too lethargic so I was glad when a friend dragged me home to join a band called Daphne And The Tenderspots. My god, this is raking up some history. That was a restaurant type group playing jazz blues until it was decided that New Wave was happening.
We had all these terrible clothes made and wore skinny ties. We were awful but again we had a deal and made a single, Disco Hell. I shouldt be telling you this!
After various other bands like The Hit Men, I was in my customary state broke, bored and leafing through the classifieds in the Maker. I saw an ad which said "Known Band seeks synth player. Must be under 21". I applied for the audition but I had to lie because I was 22.
I went to two auditions before landing the job. Most of the people theyd had were either no-hopers or fans whod learnt the hits off by heart, which they didnt want.
Actually, I had mixed feelings about Depeche. I was aware of Just Cant Get Enough and New Life, the two hits before Vince left, but I thought they were a bit wimpy understable at the time.
On the other hand they were charming and friendly and the music was simple. I could appreciate that. I did think it would be better if they had more bollocks but I was careful not to tell them that. I just said, I think youre OK.
I was taken on in Depeche on a trial basis. They were quite shocked to have lost Vince so quickly, he was after all the main songwriter. My function was to do live work and TV appereances but not to be on any records for six months.
This was in 1982. When the second LP came to be made, Id done my final bit and thought I warranted involvement. I had something to contribute. Still they said no.
The problem was that they had something to prove to themselves. The three of them didnt want the press to say theyd just roped in a musician to make things easier after Vince left.
I was pretty upset and there was ill feeling from me about that. It worked itself out.
Out lifestyle is so busy that it revolves almost totally around the group. I enjoy photography as a hobby and Ive got a video camera I use on tour to document what we do. Its fun to see yourself in a different light.
I dont feel like a pop star although Im aware of certain pressures on the road. We are pop stars by definition, but god knows what that means.
Studio work interests me more than live appearances, which are basically louder reproductions of records. We arent an improvising band.
Dave comes into his own with a crowd because hes learnt how to develop an act. He does it well, especially on a good night. Hes also very tongue-in-cheek, he sends up the way a rock star is supposed to behave. In earlydays we just stood in a line and played.
When I listen to Vinces songs I realise he based them on blues and classic heavy metal rifts. We do nick little bits from pop styles, from girl groups and surf music.
It isnt as political as some people make out, nor are we solely interested in electronic music. I like German bands D.A.F., Kraftwerk, Tangerine Dream but Im not keen on the Howard Jones approach where everyhing sounds very nice but too easy and familiar.
With a Depeche Mode song the first thing we decide is atmosphere. After that we might add sampled sounds. They could be anything. Pebbles in a can or industrial noises using oil cans, skips, concrete...
All the technology we use is computer based but our interest is in what you can do with that, not how it works. Theres no reason to be scared of tehcnology for musical sterility but thats rubbish. It comes down to ideas.
We record in Hansa, West Berlin, because its ideal for what we need. Its become more popular since weve been there. It used to be an empty four-storey block of studios now Killing Joke use it and David Sylvian.
Everything is computerised, which is what weve come to rely on. Theres a good working atmosphere in the city. Martin lives nearby in Heerstrasse.
Theres plenty to do in Berlin. When you finish working at 4.00 a.m. you never feel like going to bed and so you end up in a bar or a club. DNC is a favourite, theres a couple of good gay clubs, Corelles is alright, the Jungle...
We dont get bothered when we go out in Berlin or anywhere else particulary. We are still quite faceless band. I think thats fairly healthy."